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Erik Lensherr ([personal profile] diecastking) wrote2013-11-25 10:40 pm

XMFC/Down and Out

Erik remembers New York vividly. He has been to the city many times, as man and boy, hunter and prey.

He has stayed in the best hotels Manhattan has to offer, but he is most at home on the streets. Among the homeless and destitute, he feels more at ease than he ever has in university libraries or officious banks. These are his people: the disenfranchised and dispossessed.

Erik knows, at heart, he is a soldier, a killer. He has been deluding himself that he was tamed, a housecat, a man fit to be a companion - a father.

No more.

The illusion has shattered and he knows now he is a man who would rather see the love of his life murdered than survive in captivity. He could not suffer to see Charles suffer, so he preferred to snuff out his life.

Even days later the thought makes him sick. Erik pulls his old greasy coat closer around him, the disguise for which he traded his leather jacket. He has some money in his pocket for food, but his bike is stashed where no one can find it and he doesn't know if he can bear to look at it again.

He can't bear to be reminded of what he's thrown away by reverting to nature.
guideshapelead: (Slight smile)

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-20 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
//You would see me drown for your pleasure?// Charles jokes, relaxing as the water subsides a little. He knows Erik would never let such a thing happen, but he always feels vulnerable in water when it gets too deep. No matter how much he practices in the swimming pool downstairs.
guideshapelead: (Significant look [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-22 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"No," Charles speaks out loud this time, to make it adamantly clear.

"I trust you."
guideshapelead: (Significant look [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-27 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
//I want you too// Charles is already gasping beneath Erik's ministrations.

//I've missed you.//
guideshapelead: (Quiet discussion [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-27 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
//I love you// Charles sighs, twisting to try and find Erik's lips with his own.

//So much. Don't leave me.//
guideshapelead: (Significant look [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-27 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Charles groans against Erik's mouth, breath coming fast and hot against his lover's cheek. He's quick to excite, after their time apart, and already he can feel himself coming apart at the seams.
guideshapelead: (Quiet discussion [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-27 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The slowing of Erik's hand takes the edge off Charles' pleasure, though that helps him little with the litany of images being projected into his mind. Erik in leathers, on his motorbike... the bedframe artfully snaking around his wrists...

Charles groans, loudly, reaching for Erik's hand to try and force a faster rhythm from him.
guideshapelead: (Love)

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Erik..." Charles whines, trying to pull his hand away from his lover's strong grip.

"Stop being so cruel to me..."
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[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Moans of frustration quickly turning into groans of pleasure, Charles sinks back against Erik's chest, eyes closed and head back against his lover's shoulder, cheeks flushed pink with his arousal.

//Love you// he sends, subconsciously.
guideshapelead: (Quiet discussion [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Charles comes suddenly, with a shout, hands finding purchase on the sides of the bathtub as his vision blurs for a moment.

Unable to form words, even in his mind, he instead just sends his utter contentment into Erik's mind.
guideshapelead: (Quiet discussion [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"You..." Charles mutters, groggily, when the fog clears from his mind.

"I have not... been an equal partner, I fear."
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[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe it's time we went to bed?" Charles suggests. He feels bone weary, right now, but maybe the move into the bedroom might invigorate him enough to consider at least returning the favour to his lover.
guideshapelead: (Quiet discussion [Erik])

[personal profile] guideshapelead 2013-12-28 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Charles lets himself be dried off without complaint, aware that this is something Erik feels he needs to do. His eyes ache with tiredness, now, and he's sure he will sleep the second his head finds his pillow.

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